ever seen a picture of yourself that makes you laugh just thinking about it?
this is mine.
i was so stressed about my dumb camera at scottsdale fashion week.
these people -the video guy and intern- were patient enough to listen to my gripes and sit while erick tried to get it to focus. i think jose actually got this shot.
either way- the entire low lighting experience kicked me in the crotch.
i've been editing the shots and crying my way through the fuzzy mess.
and after 2 major melt downs i have to sit back and laugh.
i'm laughing at what a big freaking deal i make out of everything.
i'm laughing about the crazy expectations i put on myself.
i'm laughing about the amazing evening i nearly missed because of my perfectionist tunnel vision.
and i'm really laughing when i think about how everyone must be laughing at me too.
now- back to work
happy anniversary #22
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